indigo children getting ready for 2012?

[naesthetics]

hello all,

the short version is...

my name is sean (30 years old) and i knowingly/unknowingly put myself on the path of self discovery about 3 months ago. i found what i was looking for and a whole lot more. i've experienced some very interesting things lately and it's lead me here. (here being: the understanding of natural psychic abilities). along with the 2012 date, indigo children, etc. etc. etc. etc. does it ever end? i know it doesn't end, however, i'm still coming to terms with everything.

What i've learned through my recent findings is that i've got a rather sizable destiny ahead of me and i'm not scared or worried in the least bit. I'm more anxious than anything else.
i'm posting here because i'm practically surrounded by people who put psychic related phenomena in the same category as anything else that doesn't fit in their framework of reality. "ridiculous and unbelievable". i thought that too before it was "shown" to me.

my shifting to a higher consciousness just about happened over night. now i remember how i used to play with energy as a child...feeling the magnetic resistance between my hands. that's all i remembered doing though. i was able to do it again a few days ago without even trying.

okay, so there is no short version. anyways, i'm looking to this community for help. help ushering me into this new reality. guidance, tips, anything at all.