Latent telepathy

[Leo]

          I would just like to start off saying I have never communicated with anyone in any other way accept verbal or body language.  But I have always been sensitive to things before they happen.  Usually incidents of destruction or life threatening situations are easily picked up by my intuition before people even see the signs on our physical plane.  Long story short I just moved out of my parents house like 8 months ago and began working for an amusement park of sorts. I wont go into to much detail (for the sake of preserving my own anonymity).  while I was working I tried extasy again for the first time in 4 years but the drug trip went bad, I had been drinking that night and began to get  lethargic and people started to worry.  Then some wierd shit started to happen.  I was sitting on a couch and my friend and I started to drink water but then I pieced it together the thought to drink water was not my own it had come from my friend and when I spoke out aloud what had happened I accused him of doing it verbally.  He didnt call me wierd or look at me strange or even say anything he just stared at me with his eyes.
          Now I dont know if im going crazy or what but I feel like I cant separate what may be my imagination or what people could be hearing me think or trying to tell me.  I heard one thought in my head that didn't sound like my own.  I can tell in exact verbatim how it went but over and over again I ask why the group of friends around me wont prove the psychic link.  Then I heard it in my head almost quite clearly something about the telepathic communication being sacred and not something just to be blabbed about or even indicated in any way.  I am feeling somewhat suspicious of whether I am just thinking myself into a mental nightmare triggered by drug experimentation, or If I may be opening my mind.  I am an analytical person I need proof am I going crazy or does that childlike voice in my head calling out my name and asking why I have been hiding this whole time, and not joined the others is real? Also as a final thought I started making some huge mental connections.  Mostly about my own life who I was hanging out with and how I got to the place I was at and this guy with really long hair looked at me right after I was done thinking all of this and gave me a huge smile.  the same thing happened like 2 other times that night with one other person a female.  Am I losing it?  Should I get phychiatric help?

[supernatural]

i think thats your inner self or some say the psychic side
or mybe you can just hear the thought of others in other way

[Leo]

well sometimes one of my friends who im really suspicious about I think drops hints like he will say hey why didnt you sit here I wanted a drag of that cigarette jeez thought you were phychic.

[supernatural]

well
mybe
there psychic?
if you feel that
you know what they want
you to do
i think you should do it
cause then they'd
believe you hehe