when i was younger even though im young as it is now and completely imiture i felt left out even though i was involved with everything i was a social kid i still am. every once and a while i would seperate myself from from the others and sit on a hill behind the community i lived in. i used to sit there for hours untill my friend came over to me and asked me what was wrong, but i couldnt answer the question because i didnt want him to think i was crazy. i had been seeing the future in my dreams.